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or maybe i just wan to be mysterious?

but its all because
somethings happen before and i did not want it to happen again.
me don like, but no matter what, some guys will still wanna do that-.-''
other gals may like it, but me... no

my fren asked for my house address...
but since i promised him i would not lie to him, i jus say " if u don wan me to lie to u, don ask"
and lucky he understand :D
n the reason for asking is to buy bbt for me..
knew it...
PHEW~

yea, i'm a liar....
a big liar to the guys
but i have my reasons:(

what can i do when i wan to make it a secret but ppl keep forcing me to say it out
i know i shdnt lie, but what can i do:(
they don understand...
but to me, the lies i have made is counted as white lies... minor lies..
but sometimes, it jus that i don wan ppl to judge me..

i lied for my own good and their good.

my picture damn fake sia...
its not me....-.-
wanna change but too troublesome.. see liao also wan vomit.
so fake.... so fake. i hate her

alright, i feel better now:)
at least i still have a way to su ku:)
YAY!!

have exam on ELAW and i havn really started on it!!OH MY TIAN
GOOD GAME!

yah sis, u r right. i'm ugly, who will want me. thanks for reminding me that since young. how i hope i'm a guy.
guys ugly is btr than a ugly gal. agree.....

i really wish to go for a plastic surgeory... yea, i know i will be damn fake.
but i'm alr very fake... whats the difference.
people are realistic.
why do i wan to be prettier? i don wan ppl to criticize on my look. judge me... i don like:(
but its a bad thing to become prettier though. i don like praising either. how contradicting am i. its harder to find true love.....

this is a random post....

i'm very very very sad....

my birthday..... did my friends really celebrate for me ?? NO!
my classmates? not really? no cake no nth.... we only go play nation. but i would call it an outing not celebration.there's NO different at all if my presence is there

but when it comes to other classmates birthday, we went out, cut cake, eat dinner tgt.....
its unfair.....
yea, i know i shouldn't say this... look at me.. who am i to them? someone unimportant. T.T
but am i asking for too much:( maybe.... i shd be happy that they still ask me out ba..

dance clique? NO
i think some of them don even know. but i'm not someone who will announce to the world anyway.
one... said no money.. but end up going out with someone else
FYP talk... but.. if i'm significant, u would wan to join after that right?
mum bday.. nvm
one, going watch movie with frens. but i bet he knows its my bday too...
but... why i don have a belated birthday celebration.
yea, u did buy a birthday cake... was touched initially. but the way u react after singing the bday song and passing me the cake is damn sad. u look as if u were on task, sing give me. thats it. continue dancing:( it breaks my heart:( a lot a lot.
no belated bday celebration...

its always damn sad when i see how my frens celebrated their bday. it jus make me feel damn unfair. everyone is free during her bday... me ???
if u r busy, its okie. at least show me that u really care for my big day can?!?!?!?!?CAN?!?!?!?!
yea.... i say its okie.. but i really mind a lot... like a lot. i'm not like some other ppl who will just say all these comments out right in front of the person, making them feel guilty. noooooooo... i only know how to cry....

someone importance to me never even wish me happy birthday. how sad it is....

LONELY ..... damn lonely..