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WHY?!?!?!?!
why my clique like tat de~!!
I REALLY TREASURE THIS CLIQUE EVEN THOUGH I DON LOOK SO BUT I REALLY IS
no matter who in a low mood, i always wanna msg but.. i jus don dare..
SO UR TESTED US THIS WEEK...
but ur only think of the result, but have ur ever think the reason why?!?!??!?!

I DID MSG XXX! to wish him good luck! but how to reply him when he don show enthu! even if i nv msg u, i don think u will msg me eh!!!! i really wanted to msg u this few days, but i don dare! i really don! the way u look at me, scare me..... i jus feel tat u hate me now... jus feel that i did smt wrong, how will i dare to msg u!!
but no use explaining to u, cos u won believe...

i didn msg u ytd cos i have my own reason.. will u even believe if i say i didn msg u on purpose? keep looking at my phone, scroll down to our text box like an idiot when u didn even reply?! n feeling so happy when u finally talk to me... :( to u, maybe its an excuse but.......

i really love this clique.. it means a lot to me............ jus bcos we failed the test n u lose hope? WHY? even though i tot XXX don like us, keep dao me. i also tell myself, no matter what, i will still wait for him to come back! a clique is always a clique, it won be perfect if someone left.

to me, i'm someone who won take the innitiative to msg someone unnecessary... cos a lot of things happen to me before. jus because i keep msg my fren, jus to normal chat, makes them misunderstand that i'm interested in him, n hence, a lot of things happen.

UR NEVER KNOW!!!! T.T crying like hell n ur will never know:(
is it a mistake not to msg your:( IS IT??!?! XXX never even msg me... how silly of me to make that shoelace to your... how silly of me to write that card to ur... ur don believe me mah...
if i dont treat ur as a fren, i won even WASTE MY DAMN TIME N EFFORT N SLPING TIME, MY HEART TO DO ALL THIS!!!!

T.T